Apprehension

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Recorded at William Paterson University in Wayne, NJ

Album Art by Kyle Andracchio

Mixed and Mastered by Josh O'Hara

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released April 13, 2015

Thanks to Sean Kryzkowski, Brad Kelsey and Dark Paragon

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Track Name: Cave
If when it rains it pours
So let let my mind cave in
The good times are frozen
they're frozen forever
And we talk about it
And we're craving answers
And you're standing there
In a ghostly format
How the hell am I not to care

The good time s are frozen
They're frozen forever
And you're standing there in a ghostly format
How the hell am I not to care

Let my mind cave in
Track Name: Apprehension
Do you smile anymore?
Because I know that I don't
Pain lives in my bones
Depression has made me it's home
Everyday is worse than the last
I've made my bed on broken glass

Has heaven ran out of mercy
Or maybe I just don't deserve any

Hold the pain deep; deep inside my chest
While I sit here and I hold my breath
Waiting desperately; desperately for this to pass
My thoughts are filled with darkness; plagued with regrets
My hands are trembling, formed in fists held tight
I can't get used to this but it happens almost every night
Track Name: January 25th
I don't mean a thing to you
Same old story nothing new
Beat me till I'm black and blue
Your love is gone and so are you

I'm so numb I feel nothing
But your words they still sting
Can't get your voice out of my head
"Its's for the best" or so you said

I am worthless yeah I know
I guess that's why you had to go
I just needed you to know
You used up the last of my hope

You're my world and why I breath
I was never good enough you see
So tune me out and forget about me
Purge me like a bad disease

Don't tell me things get better
It all just gets heavier
And I can't carry it anymore
Track Name: Existing
Don't know what I have left to hide
Because I'm dead Inside
Don't know where to go from here
To broken; I need to disappear

So tell me now, what's the point in living
If we're all just gonna die
And if we're all just existing
Then I don't want to be alive

Hide yourself; suppress the truth
Believe anything and everything they want you too
We gave up
We gave everything
We stopped believing
Track Name: Please Stay
I know that you're here
I know that you care
Sometimes I wish it was a little less clear
So I wouldn't feel as bad about ending this but you
You pull me through

I hope I freeze to death in your arms
I hope I die with you love in my heart
But I'm trying my best to make it out alive
I'm trying to be alright

I know that you deserve better
You don't need all this heartache and pressure
I wish I wasn't this way
I know I'm bad at keeping away
Just please stay

Please stay